Aug 25, 2025

 




A Bond with an Expiry Date


She built the bridge between us.
She was the one who started everything
the calls,
the late-night talks,
the feeling that “we” were real.

Every day two hours of her voice.
It became a part of my routine... a part of me.

She held my hand
like she was scared to lose me.
She used to ask, .....“Do I ever hurt you?”
I thought it meant she cared.
Now I think she was just checking how much I could handle.

When she was at her lowest,
I stayed
I listened
I supported her without asking for anything back
She called it a habit, a need, a connection.

But habits are easy to leave
once you don’t need them anymore.

One trip.
One week without talking.
And suddenly everything changed.

The same bridge she built
was burned from her side.

I even apologised for things I didn’t do
just to save what we had.
But when I looked at her,
it felt like everything had changed.

The connection is gone” she said

It’s strange how people use your light
to get through their dark days
and once they feel better
they walk away
like you were never important.

I didn’t really lose her. 

I just realized

she was never truly mine to begin with.

Feb 2, 2023





Missing Home


My body is here, but my heart is back there. 

In a room that knows my name 

and a kitchen that smells like home. 

Everything here is new, but everything here is quiet. 

I miss the noise of the people 

who love me without trying. 

 I am building a new life, brick by brick

 but tonight, 

I want to go back to the 

version of me that slept without worry.

  A Bond with an Expiry Date She built the bridge between us. She was the one who started everything the calls, the late-night talks, th...